I’m no longer considered crazy! I have no ‘actual’ mental health illness other than being a bit emotionally immature and impulsive. My ‘issues’ are the result of abuse, lots of different types of abuse, over many, many years. It’s taken me until adulthood to realise and face it. I’ve toyed with the idea of changing the … Continue reading
A decade later
A lot has happened in the 10 years since I last posted……a lot! We’ve battled through a rare and debilitating illness, moved house more times than I can count, dealt with spinal surgery, addictions, saved our marriage, faced childhood trauma, changed careers, lost, grieved and more. Life has been turbulent and heartbreaking, there have been … Continue reading
A home of our own
This time last year we were living in a 5 berth caravan on a campsite. The summer of 2013 was mostly hot, hot, hot with extreme flooding in between. After 7 months the camping season was (finally) over and we moved into a property made of bricks, a strange little place located out-in-the-sticks on … Continue reading
Tired – I could fall asleep on a washing line!
I surrendered my driving license at the beginning of 2014 as I’d experienced too many near misses from falling asleep at the wheel. Factoring in naps during my day was difficult and nodding off in the company of others was embarrassing. Fighting the overwhelming need to sleep is so difficult, once the eyelids start to get … Continue reading
Ups and Downs of 2013-14
These past 18 months have probably been the most ‘normal’ that I’ve experienced since being diagnosed. Apart from a couple of manic highs and one short-lived low, things have been constant and manageable. I’m less worried now about people’s reaction to my bi-polar. Mental illness doesn’t have the stigma it used to have thanks to … Continue reading
A little of the big personalities
I just had to add these fantastic characteristic shots.
Charlotte’s 5th Birthday
It’s been some time since I last posted on my blog and quite a few entries should have appeared before this one, but I couldn’t resist sharing this celebration in the Hewlett household – Charlotte turning 5. “Mummy, am I actually 5 today? Is it really my birthday?” Charlotte whispered in my ear on her … Continue reading
Brrr-illiant
Although it’s not even been a month since moving into the caravan, I’m pleased to say that we are still really enjoying it (although that may be different once the novelty has worn off!) There are a number of things that we’ve had to overcome or learn about, for example: Too many appliances cause the … Continue reading
On the move
Have you ever had a holiday in a caravan? How long did you stay? Just wondering, because in less than a fortnight we will be living in one. I’m not on about a mobile home/static caravan, I’m on about the type you hook-up to a car. Yes, we know it’ll be cold. Yes, we know … Continue reading
Advent #7 – check out Christmas lights
I have loved doing the advent activities this year, possibly even more than the children. It’s been a fab way to do things together while learning about the Christmas Story. On day 7 the activity was to ‘jump in the car and check out the Christmas lights around town’ (thus representing the starry sky above … Continue reading
William’s Nativity Play – Timsbury Preschool 2012
I love William’s preschool, it has such a friendly, family feel to it and we are blessed with lovely staff, all very happy to chat, support and laugh with parents at any point. This was William’s first nativity play and he was a sheep. After much battling and bribery, he eventually wore his costume and … Continue reading
Tots ‘n’ Tinies Christmas Party 2012
It has been rather an emotional roller coaster this term with sad news effecting a couple of ladies linked to our group, leaving many of the mummies in shock and feeling rather numb. Our thoughts and prayers continue to go out to these ladies, particularly as we approach a time of year that is focused … Continue reading
TWICE in one week – lucky me!
I used to go out several times a week BC (before children) and definitely on the weekends for a good ‘session’, whether that be an enjoyable meal with close friends or a crazy girls night out in town. However, nowadays it’s a less frequent event, I think I’ve only been out a handful of times this year! … Continue reading
Christmas Biscuits
My children are better at baking than me. Although I persevere with the whole cake making thing, the fact is I’m just not a natural. I’ve made carrot and ginger cake, forgetting to add the carrot and ginger, I’ve had a cake literally explode in the oven and used jelly instead of gelatine in a … Continue reading
Helpful Christmas Magic for Mums
I’ve found a number of websites that really get me into the Christmas spirit and offer great ideas that help me teach my children about giving, thinking of others and the birth of Jesus, as well as experiencing the wonderful magic of Christmas. Here are some of my favourite sites and ideas that I’d like … Continue reading
Spotty Lottie
I’m embarrassed to admit that my first reaction wasn’t about poor Charlotte, but it was how on earth I would manage to entertain the children (stuck indoors with no company) for about 2 weeks. Some of my mummy friends had warned me that this was the hardest thing about chickenpox – what to do during … Continue reading
Quick fix at the flicks –
To say Charlotte is testing the boundaries right now is a massive understatement. She has developed a naughty streak (big time) which I don’t know how to handle, as explained here. However, I’m trying to remain as positive as possible and determined to deal with this ‘phase’ the best I can. One thing I’ve read … Continue reading
We made it to half-term!
Charlotte starts school – I’d been both dreading and looking forward to the first day of school. It’s a really strange time for a Mother, as you see your (very) little one entering the big-wide-world without your constant care and protection. It made me realise that my little Charlotte is becoming a little person in … Continue reading
Catching Balls & Babies
Back to Netball I’ve been dipping in and out of netball since I was about 10 years old, starting as an energetic centre court player and now just managing to play goal defence. I’m so pleased to have signed-up to Swan Netball, an established, friendly and well known team with great coaches and players. I … Continue reading
Summer 2012
Now that Autumn is here and Summer seems to be well and truly over, I feel it’s the right time to sumarize what we got up to during the school holidays of 2012. In all honesty, I felt very anxious before the holidays, worried about what to do with the children and how to keep them … Continue reading
William’s Dedication – 30th September 2012
This was a really special day for us all and it turned out to be a lovely occasion. The bible verse read over us was Psalm 91 ‘Whoever dwells in the shelter of the Most High will rest in the shadow of the Almighty. I will say of the Lord, “He is my refuge and my fortress, my God, in whom I … Continue reading
My husband is having a mid-life crisis!
My gorgeous and wonderful husband is having a mid-life crisis, fortunately it doesn’t involve a new woman or back-packing around Bora Bora, however, it does involve a motorbike. Jez has just completed his 125cc test and is about to tackle his theory and ‘big bike’ test in November. Of course, I will support him and … Continue reading
Champions: Big and Little
(Final instalment of Summer 2012) 1st Place for Frisbee Genius I can not deny the fact that I use the iPod as a babysitter now and again, maybe a little too much as my son has developed a talent for playing the game Frisbee. He turns and directs the frisbee through various courses collecting awards … Continue reading
Charlotte’s 4th Birthday
Charlotte was awake before anyone in the house, well apart from Grand-dad who always wakes early. By half past seven we were wondering where our usual ‘morning call’ was and decided to get up, thinking Charlotte may even be having a lye-in! Har, har, no such luck, she was patiently waiting with Grand-dad for her … Continue reading
Leavers Party 2012 Tots ‘n’ Tinies
Today was the end of an era for a number of mummies and children at our lovely church toddler group. It was Charlotte’s last day, along with half a dozen other boys and girls, who will be starting school or pre-school in September. Today was an opportunity to say goodbye, present a gift and have … Continue reading
Tots ‘n’ Tinies Paulton’s Park Trip 2012
After organising the most complicated trip of the year, a group of mummies and friends from our lovely Tots ‘n’ Tinies group ventured to Paulton’s Park, Romsey. It wasn’t as much of a wash-out as the trip last year, at least there was some blue sky today! Fortunately, I managed to take a few photos … Continue reading
Eurocamp – France 2012
I can understand why people go to Eurocamp year after year. We had a wonderful time in Clary’s Plage in the Vendee, France recently. We stayed in a tent, which was new this year so very nice, clean and fresh, it had all the mod-cons, such as a fridge, cooker and real beds – quite … Continue reading
Proud to be British once again – Diamond Jubilee 2012
I wasn’t really interested in celebrating the Queen’s Diamond Jubilee until I watched a recent documentary about her life on TV. I developed an admiration and interest in this marvellous lady and felt encouraged to discover more about the Royal family, past, present and future. It was a nice feeling to see homes, streets, buildings … Continue reading
First camping trip of 2012
We pitched up at Forest Edge campsite in Ringwood on perhaps the hottest day of the year so far. Fortunately, we were situated a stones throw from a lovely, inviting swimming pool……which we soon discovered wasn’t open until the day after we would finish camping. Never mind, we could still take advantage of the facilities … Continue reading
A change of direction
We have been carefully reviewing our plans about moving to France and, for a number of reasons, we do not feel that now is the right time for us. Too many doors have been closing, too many bible verses keep speaking to us which has led us to believe we are to stay in the … Continue reading
Yippee – Summer is here!
What lovely weather we’re having……at long last! However, the children were overheating, becoming rather hot and bothered, so we took a quick trip to the supermarket and took advantage of the air conditioning; and in particular the fridge isles. We couldn’t stay there all day without being suspected of shoplifting, so we headed home and … Continue reading
William’s 2nd birthday
The last 2 years have, in some ways, flown by, but in other ways so much has happened it’s hard to believe just how much we’ve crammed into 24 months. William has just celebrated his 2nd birthday and I wanted to capture some of the moments on my blog. William is a very happy little … Continue reading
My Anxious Easter Holidays
They didn’t get off to a good start; what with rainy weather and me developing stupid anxiety/panic attacks about going out! ( I think this was partly a reaction to my new bipolar medication and not very nice to experience). However, we did manage a few trips to Paulton’s Park; which the kids loved and … Continue reading
Danebury Hillfort, Nr Stockbridge
We explored most of Danebury Hillfort in thick cloud and drizzle, but it made the experience even more fun for the children when we sheltered under trees and inside a den that we discovered. Charlotte and William both selected sticks which they carried around for most of the adventure. Charlotte’s stick was actually a weapon … Continue reading
What does Easter mean to YOU?
Well, it’s a bit like Christmas isn’t it? Except instead of Father Christmas, the Easter bunny comes along and hides loads of chocolate eggs for children to find over the whole of Easter weekend. Plus, nowadays we give each other cards and expensive presents like at Christmas-time and Birthdays. We even have days off work … Continue reading
Watch this horrific death end in a miracle!
I was moved to the point of tears and felt very defensive and angry when I first saw what happened to this man, but as I started to understand the reason why this happened it gave me a peace and joy I’d never experienced before. If you haven’t seen this before then get your tissues … Continue reading
France visit
The warmth of William’s sick seaping through my clothes and covering half of the cabin was enough to make me chuck up big style. It was possibly the worst ferry crossing ever, I had to wrap a bed-sheet around my body and visit reception to request a new, clean cabin……..while lorry drivers made their way … Continue reading
I’ve won an award!
I’ve won an award from the Versatile Blogger! I was kindly nominated by my good friend at theoldpolicehouse. Quite simply, the nomination is the award itself – so I’m already a winner and am going to enjoy the moment! In fact, the award is more of a blogger-to-blogger chain letter/encourager, as once you become a … Continue reading
Valentine’s Day – Something Spicy!
Jez and I don’t celebrate Valentine’s Day any more, not because we are a boring, old married couple (which we are but that‘s not the reason!), we find it‘s so expensive, the price of anything coloured red is inflated for about a fortnight. Also, I know it’s a cliché, but we don’t need to be romantic … Continue reading
Snow business like….
Charlotte woke at 5am and as soon as the daylight hit the back garden she noticed it. Her face lit up and she screamed with joy “LOOK Mummy, SNOW, real snow, LOOK!” It was a moment I won’t forget as this is the first time she has really been able to express her excitement about … Continue reading
There’s no school like Jo’s school!
It is sometimes hard to fully embrace the roll of being a Mum and difficult to find a sensible balance between motherhood and wanting your own identity or “me time”. As I check out Facebook, eBay and type away on my blog simply enjoying my adult time, I also know that God’s plan is for … Continue reading
Finish the sentance: “Bipolar and bingeing on ………..”
You can enter anything really: shopping, eating, drinking, smoking, drug taking, working, Facebooking(!) etc. Bingeing is described as “Unrestrained and often excessive indulgence. An act of compulsive consumption.” There are times we all do things to excess, fortunately for most it is a short lived thing or it can be controlled with some will-power without … Continue reading
The France Show 2012, Earls Court London
Although it wasn’t quite the same as stepping across the Channel, the France Show 2012 at Earl’s Court London was a great experience. Our main reasons for attending the exhibition were to give us a chance to spend the whole day together without the children and to see Sally from Les Bons Voisins, LBV. We … Continue reading
Where was the abundant life Jesus promised me in 2011?
Lots of the comments on Facebook last night were from people who were happy to see the back of 2011, it certainly was a year that brought a mixture of happy and sad times for many and it’s encouraging to see that people are looking forward with hope and expectation of a better year in … Continue reading
Rodney the Stable Rat
Charlotte didn’t sleep much last night, as she was so excited about her forthcoming appearance in the school nativity play. Yes, it’s that time of year when every proud mummy announces that their child will be on stage, regardless of their role. Well, I’m one of those mummies and I was as proud as punch … Continue reading
Exploring the West
Tuesday was spent visiting what would be our nearest town and city. Chateaulin is a beautiful town with the Brest-Nantes canal running through the centre. It is very picturesque and had a good number of shops and places to explore. However, Quimper is simply breathtaking, the enormous Cathedral was magnificent, the adorable medieval buildings and … Continue reading
Travelling West
Monday was a day full of viewings in Finistere. How spending the day travelling around and looking at houses can be so exhausting for us adults I don’t know! Maybe it is something to do with having two lively children who want to touch everything they are not supposed to. Our first viewing was at … Continue reading
A weekend of visiting friends (new and old)
We know Sue and Matt from our old church in Eastleigh, they now live in Baud, just south of Pontivy. It lovely to catch up (we’d not seen them for several years so had plenty to talk about). We were treated to some wonderful home-cooked food and had a chance to discuss LBV as Sue … Continue reading
A proper way to remember
It was Armistice Day and we observed 2 minutes silence at 11 o clock (well, as silent as you can get with two little ones!) We saw several groups of people gathering to lay wreaths in numerous villages in memory of those lives lost in World War I and to commemorate the ‘armistice’ signed by … Continue reading
Looking for less land
This was a day packed with viewings around Moncontour. Each house was better than the last and Cassady, the estate agent, showed us a number of properties that I’d actually discarded for one reason or another. In fact the property we felt was most suitable was one I’d not even shortlist but actually ‘felt’ quite … Continue reading
Crazy Christian Mummy 